Becoming like a child; entering the kingdom of heaven
KJV Matthew 18:2-4
And Jesus called a little child unto him, and set him in the midst of them, And said, “Verily I say unto you, Except you be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven. Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven.”
I am learning to allow my seeming child-like life as I grow old….NOT to be a crown of mental anguish thorns upon my graying head. I am choosing to learn afresh how I am simply privileged to be me. 11 APR 2026 10:55 AMC #SorceressTara.
8 (INGUZ) Tribe Judah is within a completion of new beginnings–we have the strength Earth-Wide to achieve completion, resolution.
Matthew 24:1-30 Reading and Pontification (on youtube not linked, please go read it yourself)
Me: “And I’m not scary. I’ve just taken my Baby Puppy out to potty…..You are looking at Rosemary and that’s my welcome mat right in front of door. What is scary is what Israel and the United States is doing…..”
NO prayer exists! Existential Crises — Normal.
Matthew 23:37 “O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, thou that killest the prophets, and stonest them which are sent unto thee, how often would I have gathered thy children together (deer=Psalm 42) even as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and ye would not!”
Creativity–since it seems our democratic losses are great in 50 States, I know I need my creativity to expand through practice of skills all the while being faithful and diligent in work. #SorceressTara 16 May 2026 6:44 AMC 05 MAR 2026.
Psalm 42:1-5 * Leviathan Speaks
as Little Sister, what I am quoting is heartfelt. How I got here with all the disintegration, demoralization, and destruction testimony running through and around me came as a Light at the end of Religion’s Tunnel. I got off the Train. I never look back.
I am grateful for my Father and took his respect of me–and offered it as an olive branch from a Texas Oak Tree–to the Buddhist teachings.
“As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, oh God. My soul thirsteth for God: when shall I call and appear before God?….Why art thou cast down, o my soul? and why art thou disquieted in me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him for the help of his countenance…”
OSTARA 2026
John 21:24-25
“This is the disciple which testifieth of these things: and we know that his testimony is true. And there are also many other things which Jesus did, the which, if they should be written every one, I suppose that even the world itself could not contain the books that should be written. Amen.
John 12:23-28
“….The hour is come, that the Son of man should be glorified. Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except a corn of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone: but if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit. He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto eternal life.” (only through verse 25).
by Charles Guignebert. professor of the History of Christianity. University of Paris. copyright 1927. THE MCMILLAN COMPANY.
Introduction
I. “The third occasion, finally, is our own age in which all active and fertile thought, because it necessarily adapts itself to the demands of a science established outside the faith, seems like a deadly danger to orthodoxy. An age in which educated men one after another turn away from the
teachings and practices of the churches. Soon, no doubt, the only “right-thinking” people will be the believers who do not think at all or think only in terms of the past of the drift of a reasoned faith, the religious expression of intellectual culture, tends to devotion, and to forms of devotion in which the suggestions derived from popular primitive heirlooms alone seem to benefit.”
II. “The enemies of the victorious Church of the fourth century, pagans and various dissenters, had written a great deal against her, or concerning her; this literature has almost entirely disappeared and the little that remains is only enough to show us how great would be the service it might render.”
“Christian history, however, is far from having entered the happy sphere of entire scientific serenity…. Other obstacles in its path are the gaps, doubts, and the disheartening ignorance, to which all true savants confess; rash presumptions, premature or shocking hypotheses, like those which would do away with the existence of Christ…..
“Nevertheless, to anyone who deigns to look into the matter, it is clearly evident that the efforts of generations of scholars have not been useless. They have at least reached the point of propounding all questions at issue upon a basis of positive science.”
III. “But the sketch we have just given of the birth, growth and triumph of Christianity has taken account of the facts according to appearances only;”
This book is within research of Joyce & River Higgenbotham’s Christopaganism: an Inclusive Path. That book, ChristoPaganism, is within my desk given to me, it was my Father’s, though I was disinherited from my property and some of my family is estranged from me because of blame placed on me forever, evidently. They have decided not to look in a balanced way at what I have gone through though I have done so for them. I forgive you.
I am a sorceress who will tell any reader of either book that I was bound in current Christian (protestant) thought which calls evolution demonic.
I never went that far after about age 25, but I remained confused for years. And then my story is all told and I have people angry at me for my story–in three volumes, Uncovered No More.
What I am studying now is older to be sure, but not archaic. And hands down, no questions asked, Science must be applied to Christianity according to authors I have been led to time and again by Holy Ghost. (The Universe metaphysically).
I am now rather full time in study of books which support the real life of the man named Jesus Christ. There are books which demand he is myth. I am using chapter 4 of the aforementioned ChristoPaganism to curse this thing upon history.
I am glad I am reading this book and Rudolf Steiner’s writings for these men wholeheartedly prove that metaphysical science, and just science in general, are healthy necessities of metaphysical discussion about a number of ideas surrounding spirituality. The spiritual mystery I am focused upon generally speaking is how Jesus Christ spoke and is written about him saying and doing as witnessed by his disciples: how he went back to prepare mansions and would return.
In modern terms, such an idea and miraculous life of his: is called reincarnation.
I am a reincarnationist who has been attacked by unseen forces and has been rejected by people socially for quite some time. I have identified many past life forces in my story at this point, and I have even identified a doppelgänger of a Solitary Pagan–of my father.
All of my daughters have angelic names I was met with, but I destroyed the document so they and I will not be attacked any longer socially. I will never again remember their names. They will likely not know their spiritual names since I chose to remove the revelation from my private files. I know which are phoenixes of my children spiritually and that is something which will never be spoken by me. I am tired of being rejected.
My spiritual name is Tara.
What is known as “maga” in 50 States are the beings who are not thinking. I always find it fascinating when reading these books how very much we have not evolved (smile).
In this article 2 above, I asserted I was going to get my hair cut. Let me explain. My life is full of very gifted people. I am also very gifted. But yet, we don’t really behave kindly toward one another, and this quandary I still grapple within has been and is occurring for many years. There are various reasons for it; we certainly and collectively have screwed up. But that really doesn’t make sense. Because I am a spiritualist and equally had 10 of 12 children grow to full term in my body, and they are beautifully functioning adults now.
There is no reason for us all to NOT be happy together to me, but to some of my progeny and people their ages, there is an unexplainable inability of anyone I know in my life to “figure it out” enough for everyone to access the beautiful assurances of peace among our life trajectories……assured to us within the Bible and other ancient texts like the Buddha’s writings.
And anyway, doesn’t it stand to reason that if we follow the command: love our neighbor as ourselves, which should come forth in details of all of us serving one another year-round to reach healing together–that it would make sense not to make matters worse and waste time in dark places of bitterness and unforgiveness of one another but cleanse the wounds among us spiritually and be reunited?
Now back to reality:
To make matters worse for me as a parent, a spiritualist, and a citizen of 50 states who is a woman that they hate and objectify, I am usually caught crying to put myself in heaven (ascend in astral projection) in order to get my author work of the ministry accomplished.
At least today, I brought my Obsidian Runes to help me understand how to express this article. I believe in telling you what happened so you can see my honesty at the beginning of this convoluted article. Please keep in mind I must go to San Antonio tomorrow and go into the Catholic Church my mother was raised right across the street from, my parents were married within, my brother and I were sprinkled in, and I’ve enjoyed a few times over the years.
I have tried for several years to go to a place to get my hair cut. I thought this time would be different since I am 60 and really done done with my past life. My hair is too heavy. But try as I might, I couldn’t go. I had to cut it myself which is fine. Most of the girls I know, including my own daughters, cut their own hair, dye their own hair, and could care less what other people think–like me.
The part 2’s article where I put my picture is there mainly because I was smiling in my eyes like my Father before me, he always even as a Protestant could find the humor and I am grateful I am the same way. I don’t like that short of a haircut anymore because my ears are too big to me. (I am laughing at myself this moment because after I cut my hair I put it up like I always do in this heat. And yup my ears are too big. At least I’m putting earrings in again.)
Bear with me……I am reading The Catechism at the same time I am reading CHRISTIANITY by Guignebert. And today, I did a Dragon Feels in emotion after the small portion of The Catechism I read last night because of the all-encompassing Entity, Religious Authority and Governance.
And as a Sorceress aside, I am tired of cursing everything. I’d rather be in heaven fixing the problems we have from this above Entity, not spewing Dragon Fire at the inevitable habit pattern shifts I must constantly make as a woman who is exhausted of control issues of every kind which my life has been wracked with since……goddess damn since I was born.
In a nutshell, I have been driven to the point of no return where I myself am physically concerned. I cannot have anyone touch me, like a hairdresser. I can hug people, smile and enjoy conversation, etc. But I cannot for the life of me go in and be surrounded by a bunch of people while I get my hair cut.
I didn’t used to be that way, but I have progeny who are not only that way and have been from birth unlike me, they also cannot understand their own emotions, much less mine as their mother. Put in “gaming tribes’ ways and means of communication” and our worlds are fascinating from a distance lol. It ain’t that way face to face.
Maybe it is okay to those who are younger than Generation X. But to me, healing as fast as I can and feeling like a complete loss and failure all the time, I’ve had to learn to listen to oracle. I’ve been using some tarot and it has not escaped my notice for the past little while how I’ve dealt myself Hermit more than once.
I am here to say there is a number of neuro divergent realities we all deal with. As to my changing, I have just explained to you that it is normal in the worlds I have traveled to be within the Catechism and Christian History by Guignebert at all times and never know it unless you’re the Me who is a rune master and spiritualist.
I’m trying hard to never again weep for how very dumbed down we all are for various reasons. As I said, I feel like a total loss all the time.
So here I am repeating in this Article 3 what I’ve already copied in my book because I guess I was learning it and then the Catechism showed it again last night in the verses which will be copied with other stuff in another of my weaving endeavors of study.
INTRODUCTION
“The third occasion, finally, is our own age in which all active and fertile thought, because it necessarily adapts itself to the demands of a science established outside the faith, seems like a deadly danger to orthodoxy…….” (“our own age” is not our age; this book was published in October of 1927)
No fucking duh. Be a woman whom they never listen to in theology because we are the weaker vessel. I’ll tell you what. If I was gonna do the right thing I’d ……
Just kidding but it would be funny to use my YouTube to show you how to cut the entire books of letters (Dad forgive me here and don’t you dare think you can fuck my karma I’ll counter-attack lol) of the Apostle Paul out and give ’em a torchie poo. I got some oak branches in the back yard right now and a little oven for the back porch.
Nope.
And here’s why. I don’t mix my Sorcery with my Christianity. I keep them separate or I wouldn’t be healing in this god(dess) forsaken land. I’d be hooked on drugs like everyone thought I should have been. Come on ya’ll: lots of Christians are hooked on pharmaceuticals. Go Pagan, they are fine with weed and mushrooms and will help your life and lifestyle veer away from drug intervention no matter how well-intentioned your MDs are.
I made pho yesterday and had a bowl of it today. I took a walk, am in less back/knee pain, and am learning to come against all the fucking fear and demoralization I have been trained to take for 60 years, and that ain’t just religion which did that to me.
Now I need my poetry. I hope you have a nicer time than I have coming out of this shit, and more power to us understanding ourselves in the details. I do not like how I am having a lot of PTSD symptoms, but I could heal with people around me through First John 1:9. So could you.
When are you going to trust Us All to be okay with atheists, agnostics, spiritualists of all kinds, pagans, and etc…..being together to heal, to heal again no matter what the churches, synagogues, schools, employers……… and, and, and are doing to our lives.
Community is the best way and you know it. Come on, ya’ll.
Obsidian Rune Draw: 17 AUG 2026
EHWAZ (19)
Oh Universe: I cry out!
trust and loyalty restoration
When I had a child ten times,
I each time
felt more burden than wonder
because of my insecurities certainly……
But yet, until the privilege
willingly accepted only
dawns,
You get so busy…..
well now I have time
to think–
It.is.too.late.
is all I can say.
A glowing rune stone, enchanted book, and candle create a mysterious cyberpunk ritual scene.
Since I’m easily talking to Dad, let me share a verse of Emily Bronte’s poetry book I am reading. I am really encouraging myself this month because I am actually finishing Wuthering Heights, and it makes me feel like I am in school again, which I am. I love to learn and I am glad I am learning again like I used to:
FAITH & DESPONDENCY by Emily Bronte : Fourth Stanza
“Father, in early infancy,
When you were far beyond the sea,
Such thoughts were tyrants over me!
I often sat, for hours together,
Through the long nights of angry weather,
Raised on my pillow, to descry
The dim moon struggling in the sky;
Or, with strained ear, to catch the shock,
Of rock with wave, and wave with rock;
So would I fearful vigil keep,
And, all for listening, never sleep.
But this world’s life has much to dread,
Not so, my Father, with the dead.”
Though I know this verse sounds morose, it isn’t. I think it is time to teach younger generations to first of all, respect death and the life beyond while at the same time, mentor one another through many, any, and all ways possible to live harmoniously with all realms whether seen or unseen.
p. 53 “Wherever they were, as a rule they forgot neither their origin nor their religion. They stuck together; they sought to obtain from the authorities a legal right to themselves. They formed temporal corporation, with its own selected leaders, its elected magistrates, its court of justice and its customs; and a spiritual corporation, a synagogue, whither all came to hear the Law read, to pray and for common edification; and this too had a small governing body of its own….”
p. 55 “The homeland exclusiveness, hatred of what was Gentile and morbid fear of contact with the ritually impure had been forced to give way somewhat in a milieu in which they would have made life impossible. These Jews were daily associates of “sinners,” and above all subjected as they were to its influence, they were also attracted by the Greek culture in which their surroundings were steeped. Setting aside religious convictions and the chief practices imposed by them, two or three generations after their emigration these Jews resembled the Greeks of the same social class in language, demeanor and in intellectual caliber.”
As Cara Coffey of the ministry of Uncovered No More, this is the first time I have made a huge connection with Righteous Jews in the Modern Day with the Mentorship of Jesus Christ in the Not-Modern-Day; therefore, my mode of blog article is changing as I type.
Now I see why pain in my life as Tara is the pain it is, for it is as Jesus saying to the Daughters of Jerusalem in the same KJV: do not weep for Me, weep for yourselves and your children….which I do on a regular basis and am cast aside for it, I am cast aside for my empathy of generations younger than me in all their worlds of needing to pay bills, needing for within loving myself to connect with other humans–while working with forgiveness journies in my life surround young people and old alike evidently needing to exclusively gossip about their parents and what is wrong with them.
Let me remind, Thee, young ones: He died for #MeToo and I feel strongly you have forgotten HIS SACRIFICE IN MY 2026 where infidels, cursed wicked rulers, and abhorrent parents are equally living beside me and my people.
Jesus is depicted on the cross as women gather and mourn his suffering beneath a dramatic sunset sky.
I regret to inform AI that this Image is not real, but you did your best, Idiots. There is NO WAY the women would look like this. They would all be wracked with pain. There is NO WAY Jesus Christ would be sexually appealing hanging there — get a fucking grip and be gone from us, AI. #TARA
This is an article of none of my artwork which is way better than this thing above, but here I am paying for a blog I have been destroyed for, accurate as the day is long, and still believing in the humanity who have hated on me enough that my PTSD symptoms are multi-deminsional. Ahhh, I see a Mandala of Hell forming. I’m coloring it. I’ll present it later. It’s Entity Faith.
KK.
Love you all, hate entities of destruction of His Testimony, and need to go today. Next time it’ll be a tame article of my handwriting.
NOW. instead of going into a fucking building tomorrow, why don’t you study Luke Chapter 15. Deep study the fuck out of it, at least put in legislation to tax churches so the poor can still be fed despite the fuckery the gop is doing in our federal government, and forget anything else in 2026 except,
Elon Musk and other billionaire and millionaire idiots, getting our government to the place that a pedo is not in My White House, you fascist wanna be’s of WW3.
HERE is another deep fucking study for ya, Catholic and Christian Church:
We are house churching as Universalists according to the book of Second John on 16 AUG 2026. Read that on your own time. You may expect to see churches cursed, my artwork with these deep study chapters, and not much else except Runes since I Am a runemaster–on my Sunday tomorrow with games of Yahtzee and excellent food.
KK bye.
I am thinking of going back to this look because of what I have been through.
Love you all,
Mom, Cara, Tara, and somebody who wishes this life had more to rejoice within today. But since I don’t, what I know is I can change some things about myself. I need a retro- movement and I need to fellowship with people who are going retro-movement to survive the current political/religious shit in 50 States…………
I had an eipiphany June 21-26 surrounding Saint John’s Day and my ARC helped me….Forgives Me.
Revelation 10:9, “And I went unto the angel, and said unto him (her), Give me the little book. And he said unto me, Take it and eat it up; and it shall make thy belly bitter, but it shall be in thy mouth sweet as honey.”
Oh God I Tara beseech Thee: Remove Thy Right Hand
Psalm 74:11 & 12
“Why withdrawest thou thy hand, even thy right hand? pluck it out of thy bosom. For God is my King of old, working salvation in the idst of the earth.”
A year of My Little Book here will help.
PHANTOMWISE TAROT
by Erin Morgenstern
copyright 2022. by E. Morgenstern LLC. Clarkson Potter.
Isaiah 6:6-7: “Then flew one of the seraphims unto me, having a live coal in his hand, which he had taken with the tongs from off the altar: And he laid it upon my mouth, and said, Lo, this hath touched my lips and thine iniquity is taken away, and thy sin purged.”
Summer * The Lazarus Generation * LAMMAS 2026
14. “Surrendering to senses’ revelation
I lost the drive of my own being,……”
15. “In dullness of the senses
It has enwrapt my being
In order to bestow the strength
Which in its narrow bounds my “I”
Is powerless to give itself.”
16. “To bear in inward keeping spirit bounty
Is stern command of my prophetic feeling…”
17. “Thus speaks the Cosmic Word….”
18. “Can I expand my soul
That it unites itself
With Cosmic Word received as see?….”
Left Oracle
The Seven of Wands: take a stand; maintain boundaries
The Six of Pentacles: Giving and receiving–a time for generosity and selflessness.
The Page of Wands: Move confidently in a new direction.
The Star XVII: Opening of hearts, releasing of fears–inspiration and optimism.
Right Oracle
The Page of Cups: embrace emotion.
The Three of Swords: take time–oh Good People–each day to mend our own heart and mind.
The Hermit IX: retreat each day–to find greater understanding in stillness.
The Ace of Swords: Time for new ideas and insights using logic to bring clarity to decisions.
CATECHISM OF THE CATHOLIC CHURCH: promulgated by Pope Joyn Paul II ISBN 0-385-50819-0
“55 This revelation was not broken off by our first parents’ sin. ‘After the Fall, [God] buoyed them up with the hope of salvation, by promising redemption; and he has never ceased to show his solicitude for the human race. For he wishes to give eternal life to all those who seek salvation by patience in well doing.” p. 25
“Since fact and fantasy are indistinguishable to the self, frightening images can threaten to overwhelm it, especially when misused by adults to enforce conventional rules and beliefs.”
WHAT THE BUDDHA TAUGHT by Walpola Rahula Copyright 1959 1974; ISBN 978-0-8021-3031-0
“The Fourth Noble Truth….’Middle Path’, because it avoids two extremes: one extreme being the search for happiness through the pleasure of the senses’ which is ‘low, common, unprofitable and the way of the ordinary people; the other being the search for happiness through self-mortification in different forms of asceticism, which is ‘painful, unworthy and unprofitable’…..”
FOUR QUARTETS by TS Eliot Copyright 2019. faber & faber LTD. ISBN: 978-0-571-35118-3
“We shall not cease from exploration
And the end of all our exploring
will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time…….
And the fire and the rose are one.”
V. Little Giddings
THE WASTE LAND by TS Eliot (same publication information as above)
“April is the cruellest month, breeding
Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with spring rain.
Winter kept us warm, covering
Earth in forgetful snow, feeding
A little life with dried tubers.”
I. The Burial of the Dead
18 May 2026 and CABC begins at the Wailing Walls #Tara.
for many years, I have fought love ideas in an over-sexualized society….I am privileged to have been a virgin of my own free will before the Vow of marriage in 50 states.
The Vow is expressly against the teachings/intent of Jesus Christ.
I am Someone who does not consider divorce and re-marriage or any adult sexuality “sin”.
Read this accordingly. I am declaring an Oracle for this Weaving Endeavor, and NO sexuality is HERE:
Song of Solomon 2:1-2: I am the rose of Sharon, and the lily of the valleys. As the lily among thorns, so is my love among the daughters.”
Future/Present
Lilac/Primrose
presently, let us try to remember innocent love we have watched and experienced.
in future, as we remember, nurture for ourselves and safest relationships new, first love trust and faithfulness.
Mark 12:30: “And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment.”
I John 4:19–“We love him, because he first loved us.”
Revelation 1:5–“And from Jesus Christ, who is the faithful witness, and the first begotten of the dead, and the prince of the kings of the earth….”
Revelation 2 begins with Ephesus:
2:4&5–“Nevertheless I have somewhat against thee, because thou hast left they first love. Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly and will remove thy candlestick….”
Being disinterested is not the same choice as choosing, “I don’t care”. #GAIATara 03 January 2025
Are you and I making choices each day which chain us to the damnation of degenerative past?
2 GEBO:
In the coming years, GEBO is communicating we must not collapse ourselves into any partnerships. Learn to be whole ourselves and faithful partners (at all levels: even children and their parents should form positive/negative balanced partnerships).
Toxic Courage is not the same thing as Valiant Courage. The former damns everyone to hell on Earth in its rage of arrogance.
Sorceress Note Wednesday, 28 JAN 2026: please, sadly compare the death of Charlie Kirk (toxic courage) to that of The National Guard in Minnesota with Governor Tim Walz and the FALLEN ANGELS OF LOVE (RENEE NICOLE GOOD & ALEX PRETTI) — VALIANT COURAGE
May 8, 2025: a new pope is being announced today. 2:22 PMC: Grandmother Soledad was born May 8, 1900. His Holiness Leo XIV — Cardinal Robert Prevost.
Sorceress Election Judah note: ROBERT HILTON BEATY, JUNIOR WAS BORN May 9, 1934. I did not add this to the artwork. I am continuing the writing of New Names in all my books of publication now gone from You, world: uncovered no more by Cara Ann Coffey.
Sorceress Note: I colored this during the Time I discovered the Judah lineage of Watchman Née and therefore, Madam Guyon. Madam Guyon is a previous life of Cara Beaty, but there is no proof. I am simply saying I believe in reincarnation taught by Ralph Waldo Emerson when I state such a strange item of interest only to myself.
The Autobiography of Madam Guyon by Jeannie Marie Bouvier De La Motte.
I drew RAIDO which is number 20, and there are some notes on this MANDALA I will not type out. However, the RAIDO quote from Ralph H. Blum’s THE BOOK OF RUNES is excellent information:
“….ultimate union that comes at the end of the journey…..Inner worth mounts here, and at such times you are not intended to rely upon your own power…..” #TARA
Pictured AboveThis is a highly reactive metaphysical MANDALA. No interpretation. It stands as is. #SorceressTara
So much angst.
SOWELU : WHOLENESS FROM CHAOS! Know when to free fall in epochs of your live’s times…..seasons……loves and hates.
So less of time.
May we demand of our good cores….FireEver…..generation to generation—love.never.fails. In do no harm. TRYING!!
I’m unpinning all after this on judahprovision.com and then going with Rudolf Steiner’s blog as I astral project as Pamela Walker Smith to 1912ish.
Goodbye gop and religion in 50 states.You did this to yourself. The rest of us are having a block party for the rest of your monstrous, mean lives and we gonna outlive you bitches easy.
Have at your ugly existence. We ain’t playing by your motherfucking tune.
